Thursday, April 20, 2006

Here's the song

This is a song that I have been working on for a couple of weeks! I just finished it yesterday!
It's not the greatest song ever. It doesn't have eloquent words, or a great tune, but it means a lot to me because I know that God gave it to me!
I was feeling pretty bad that day. I was discontent, unsatisfied in where I was. And I'll be honest as to what the main reason was. I was unsatisfied with being single. And I began to question God. " I desire these things but you do not give them to me!!"
I knew in my heart that this wasn't right! But my feelings at that point seemed to master over my heart!
Then God whispered " Natalie. The very thing that you want, you want because it reminds you of me. Nothing or nobody can satisfy you like I can! No one knows you like I do! And no one can stir you inside and touch you so intimately as I can! The things that you want in a relationship are just a copy! They're NOT the real deal! I AM the real deal! This is what your heart is really wanting!!"
I began to pray! I pushed my feelings aside and just let my heart cry! "God I want you to satisfy me! I want you to go to the places in my heart that feel empty and fill them ALL with you! Every desire that I have I want you to satisfy them in a way that NO ONE can!!"
I spent a lot of time in prayer, just letting my Father soothe me inside. And from that time in prayer came this song.

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Like I said, It's not the greatest, but God used it!! :-) And Maybe he will use it to help someone else like he helped me! I hope so!



Natalie Y Hill

5 comments:

Jonathan Martin said...

I love it!!! Can't wait to hear it...heart songs are always the best. :)

Susie Moore said...

Its great! I cant wait to hear it! And the story behind it was very encouraging.

Lindsay Hollowell said...

This song is beautiful... i just know it, I can't wait to hear the actual song rather than just reading the words, but it's beautiful because it is real and it came from the heart, no strings attached! Those are the best songs ever; you're not trying to sell something like a lot of other songs do on the radio, you are creating art because you are expressing yourself...i can't wait to see what God has planned for you through your musical creations! :D

Justin said...

Fantastic! Wow! I loved the story about the song, too. I can't wait to hear it live. See ya' soon

Jenn Conn said...

SO!---ALL YOU PEEPS WHO HAVEN'T HEARD IT-YEAH, YOU'RE TOTALLY MISSING OUT! HAHHAAHA...IT'S A GREAT SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE RECORDED IT THIS PAST WEEKEND,

Natalie-can ijust tell you that, it's one of the hardest songs for me to sing?