There are so many things in my life right now that are confusing. Why do things have to be so hard.
And why can't people see me for who I really am? Why do they see me smiling and just assume everything is fine? And when I say I am.....why do they say that's good? Can we really be O.K. in this world? We are so far from what we need to be.
There's something that calls to me. Something that I wake up to every day that says that this is not as it should be. I long for the day when all will be new again. That day when my deepest desires are completely satisfied beyond anything I have ever experienced. I long for my passion to be pulled and then filled completely by something new.